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Nightmares.
Scary nightmares.
Then I wake up screaming...
And he's there holding me,
Cradling me against the pain,
That was another year.

He turned...
My Ani turned on me...
But I knocked some sense into him.
Instead he killed the Sith lord.
And now he's history.
And we renewed our wedding vows.

On Naboo by the lake,
Obi-Wan a witness.
C3PO and R2D2.
The nightmares fade.
I laugh at them,
And then I wonder.

Am I safe if I let Ani cook dinner?

Your Suicide Determines...

He loved you oh so more,
Tried to be the man you saw,
But possessed he came,
And down he fall,
Drowning in an ocean of pain.

Your suicide determines everything.
From his descent,
To their sweet victory
On the green shed moon of Endor.
To the new Jedi of years to come.

Not in pain shall they fight,
For you gave them the will,
The means.
The destiny and fate,
For all to live in a world of no hate.

And he who doomed you all to live in hell.

The Best Thing

Did I throw away my life?
The best thing?
My angel?
The one in a flaming gown?

She who ruled a people strong?
She who made my nights worthwhile?
To return from hurt to light?
Hold her tight as the night grew old?

Did I really kill her?
Is Palpatine just a nightmare?
Did he lie?
Did she die?

Did I break her heart with fright?
If I did.
Let me die,
Than live in misery and hateful spite.

The best thing.
I love her.
Did I really kill her?
Please tell me force.

She was the best thing in my life.

Save You

Save You

My love you're dying.
I couldn't save you,
Could only see the monster you were.
You broke my heart.

Only time left for this,
My curtain call soon,
Leave Luke and Leia behind
And wait for you to heal.

Can't save you from this,
That glint in your eyes,
That lust for power
Beyond who you love.

What happened to him?
Where did Anakin go?
He's lost in some evil fiend,
So I can't save you.

I can't even save myself...
For my...
Children...
Darth...

A Skywalker In My Arms

A Skywalker In My Arms

It's a boy.
A healthy little boy.
Small and mewling,
Crying for his dying mother.

A new life starts
As his father's ends,
A new Skywalker
Rises to place.

I feel him so strong
So alive in the force.
A lot like his father,
A Skywalker in my arms.

The Perfect Father

The Perfect Father

He doesn't know I'm watching him,
Hasn't the faintest clue,
So occupied his mind's become,
With Luke and Leia too.

He is the perfect father,
A fine protector of his young,
His children his greatest achievement,
Right now he's rocking one.

Luke is in his adoring arms,
His sniffling slowly stopping.
Whispered words of calm and joy
And a touch from within the force.

He is the perfect father,
So dedicated to his cause,
Luke stops crying and falls asleep
In time to his father's singing.

He was my padawan.
Now he is a man,
A man with a heart of gold,
And a father with a soothing touch
That can quiet his frigh

She Slips Away

She Slips Away

She's dying.
Fading into an oblivion
Deeper than which my old apprentice has fallen.
I can't pull her back.
Don't surrender Padmé.

Tired of trying
Hurting from crying,
She knows something pure:
Anakin will return.
How does she know?

She surrenders to their love
Trust in the twins being loved,
Telling me what she knows,
There is still good in him.
Why does she have to die?

I can only watch.
Holding this new life,
Watching the old one burn
And fade away.
Please Padmé, find the strength.

Begging her to thrive
Raise Luke and Leia.
I'll be at your side.
I'll help you train them
Their force signatur

Stronger In Death

Don't think of her.
My apprentice.
She is nothing but a light gone out.
A hinderance in my plotting.
A grim memory of the Jedi.
Of their deceit and their lies to you.

She's lurking there in your mind.
Your black helmet doesn't disguise it.
I can read your mind, Vader.
Her memory is still around,
Luring you to the dead,
The deceased life Ani once had.

Like a siren calling,
I feel your mind weakening.
I told you that you killed her.
I wish that I was joking...
Dead indeed.
You killed her alright.

And now she's calling out to you.
In your dreams of darkest sleep.
I hear her voice whispering.
I wish I could shut her up.
But

Break Your Heart

Break Your Heart

We're standing at the point of death.
Beyond all reason left to live.
So I break your heart
To make you see
That the man you knew
Died within the core.

It's breaks me up to see you fall.
Thought you'd see my point of view.
Obviously I was wrong,
You teamed up to have me killed.
No I'm a broken hearted man.
Left with no love left to spare.

I wipe away that single tear.
Start my life as something fierce.
I break your heart to be who I am.
Not some Jedi in the fall.
A man on a mission,
Now the man you hurt is gone.

Don't Die Without Me

Don't die without me, my love.
Don't surrender your last breath.
When we meet on Mustafar,
You will be living,
And I will be dead.
Buried deep within a casket of cyborg.
His name is Darth Vader,
Not Anakin Skywalker.

Don't die without me, my love.
Stay with me forever.
Let me wrap you up in mystery force,
And save your soul for a thousand years,
Your beauty forever captured,
Our children save forever.
Let us join together in the end.
And be Padmé and Anakin forevermore.

Exactly Why

Exactly Why

My life is a thousand lies.
It's shrouded in heavy black.
Can't seem to find my path.
I'm feeling so lost.
Trying to find the point,
Between what is good and wrong.

And when she asks me,
What I really mean
About me being lost.
I don't know how to answer,
But deep down inside,
I know she knows exactly why.

Because she's seen me at break point.
When I've done the wrong for right.
And she understood why
Even though I can't
And I love her even more.
I can't let her die.

A Ghost Within My Mind

It's another day of bleeding.
More rebel scum shall fall.
To the hands of the empire,
Crushed by my cold force.
Then out comes a dream,
That I've dreamed for so long.
Step behind the pillar.
And once more you have come.

I can still feel you.
Like a ghost within my mind.
I'll wrap my arms around you.
Only to find that you've gone.
I'll break and fall
Till the tears drown you out.
And I'll go back to darkness
Because the light blinds you out.

Because only shadows tell me what I do want.

All I Rescued

All I Rescued

This is the happiest day of my life.
I know I said it yesterday.
And the day before that.
And the day before that.
Because every day is the best day of my life.
Everyday I wake to you Padmé,
Lying with your arm around me.
Reminding me of all I rescued,
All I treasure in life.
And the two greatest treasures are waking.

Our babies.
Such a suprise in the face of danger.
Two! Not one! Two!
Luke and Leia we called them,
Born the day after the day of victory.
I killed Palpatine.
I don't dwell on it.
He was the Sith lord
And I killed him to save you.
I felt strong that day.

I saved everyone,
Forfilled the pro

Whose Name Is Darth Vader

In the final day of despair.
Lost hope and harsh deaths
The pain of many younglings
The torn heart of a mother
Unable to hear her crying mewling babies.
Unable to save them.
Or him.
From that monster.
That monster whose name is Darth Vader.

Thou art not human.
Not man of flesh or born of woman,
A mixture of mechanics,
Technology and dark magic,
Born from the ashes
Of a once great chosen one.
His mind is ticking,
Whirling like C3PO,
But in a place where gold has no path to tread.

She knew! She knew!
The good deep inside.
She would surrender to him.
Her life was over!
The heartless monster left in his place,
How was a b

Burning Mask

When I look into your eyes.
I see the man you never were,
The one I knew has disappeared.
Gone. Banished from you.
Lost to history
As the day turns to night
And ice turns to lava.
You're not the knight I once knew.

We're standing at a point of no return.
And though I see your face
It does not belong to you.
It's been contorted by the lava,
And turned into something new.
I know deep down inside
I cannot follow you,
Can't take the path to darkness eternal.

Your eyes. Your demon eyes.
Your smirk that doesn't belong
On the man I knew I once loved.
Anakin where have you gone?
Down a path to the lava's edge,
Down a path I canno

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Just A Boy

by ~RoverGirl, Feb 21, 2010, 5:40:58 PM
Literature / Poetry / Human Nature / Urban & Spoken Word

Just A Boy

Around me is my life,
My people who have followed me.
I acted as queen
Now senator
Now hiding.
Confronted by the boy who is now my guardian.

The years have changed him
From slaveboy to padawan,
From child to young man
And now I find myself attracted.
Is that so wrong?
Isn't attachment forbidden for us both?

Maybe I should be myself for once
And not Senator Amidala from Naboo.
Dare I relax like the birds on the lake?
He is near me. Watching me.
He's still just a boy
He doesn't understand.